it’s been too long

Oh my gosh!! I am actually back!! Even I’m surprised by me being so fickle and temperamental.

So you guys must be thinking why the hell am I back after all this time? Actually I doubt anyone is thinking that since this blog is kinda dead. Opps~~

Well the thing is, the whole “I don’t wanna live in this world” feeling has gotten a little too overwhelming. I mean, it has constantly been there all the time, but recently, ever since I got into NUS and all, with all the studies and circumstances pushing me back into reality, I need a place for escapism once again. Like what I always believed, if you can’t fit in, create your own world then! And so that’s what I’m gonna do, delve into my ideal world (or not) by creating them through my stories.

The thing is, some of my imaginary world are too close to heart to ever be put down into words. They shall remain in my mind for good. Others are, well, not developed enough to be put into stories, so that’s where the “Argh!!” process comes into play.

Of course I’m still going to touch on stories which are closer to reality (damn!). Whether or not you have realised, they are my anguish, frustrations, fear or even helplessness, transformed onto characters from different walks of life.

Allow me to digress a little. I have gotten myself a hamster!! I must be going mad or something. My dad’s probably gonna kill me if he finds out. Oh well, let’s just see how it goes then. But the whole point is, my hamster is so like me!! She (I know it’s supposed to be it but what’s wrong with me calling her a ”she” since I know her gender?) is like the epitome of laziness! Normally, hamsters would keep running on those wheels in the cage. For mine though, she uses it more as a bed than anything else! All she does is eat and sleep but wierdly enough, I love her for that due to the fact that it’s so me!

That’s all for now. I will post my work up as soon as I get one done. For now, I need sleep. Totally sleep deprived at the moment. My lifestyle is killing me!!